Im sorry dad. Im sorry I said I hated you. Im sorry that I wrote that poem that mean poem about you. Im sorry you pissed me off. Im sorry that I let you get to me. Im just pissed you had to get drunk like that. That you embarressed me in front of that whole party. I just wish you were different dad. I wish you weren't who you are. And im sorry that I wish that. I just want you to be a dad. Instead of being like my son. Im not your fucking mother. Im not your fucking wife. I can't keep your ass in line. I hate that you need me. I can't be there for you. I can't hold your hand anymore. Its breaking me down. Just stop. For me.