Loosing sense and touch,
Creating new realities,
Making faces ,
They didn't understand,
Keeping inside,
That they were reading her mind,
She felt so hopeless,
Didn't know what the point of life was,
Stop living,
Quit eating,
Just stay in one spot,
Hardly breathing,
& maybe it'll end,
Blinking her eyes she knew,
She could tell them all her inner truths
Speaking in her mind,
Just go mute, talk in your head,
Try to tell them your not alive,
Toss and turn all day,
Curse and scream all night,
Until the needle plunges through another vein,
She knows she'll be alright,
Peering at the room which is not hers,
And punching at nonexsistant doors
Doctors never know what she will do next
She sits alone overthinking; mind complexed.